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Scratched out a note I wrote for you to wake and read and know that I was there once. I knew that there was nothing that I could write to assure you of my return. But all the paper said when I was done is ‘do you still want me?’ because I’d be terrified if I had to leave this place today. We haven’t saved the baby. As I said my darling, spring is constantly calling me and there’s no place that I’d rather be. I won’t be angry if you have to leave, but I won’t be waiting for that day. So don’t say you’re sorry because I won’t believe you. I didn’t see a sticker on the door when we walked in but I know it’s going to cost us the same amount of love it takes to get you through but it never moves you. I’d be terrified if I had to leave this place today. It’s where I threw my love away. Then we saw a different side of “Annie” nobody saw. She tried to kill the baby. The earth and its skin will open up and birth out a perfect mirror that makes all our reflections clear. I won’t be angry if you have to leave, but I won’t be waiting for that day. So don’t say you’re sorry because I won’t believe you.
For your futures sake, I’ve got advice I’d advise you to take. Don’t keep betting, “Well, its gotta light me up sometime”. You lost your turn. All I wanted to be was one of your children. All I wanted to be was one of yours. See how clean the water is where you are, wash off your handcuffs. And know the hidden messages you hear, they aren’t real. You tricked your mind to feel. All I wanted to be was one of your children. All I wanted to be was one of yours. Are we even now? We are unrelated. If blood is thicker than water then you’ll drown quicker than we intended, And you’ll know where you can find us in the end. So we can begin again.
Alter and teach the ages. Nothing you love lasts too long. A marvelous calm abandon in the stages of birth. Mother vs. the midwife. Who’ll tell the children about her life? That’s why you never mentioned my name to them. Denying us all of the movement. What brought you back to this place? I knew you’d never learn. Anything expected of you now. I knew you’d never learn. I’ll place my bet down now, you’ll be the first one to tell me out.
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